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January 30 well i guess it would be nice if i could touch ur body!Hey!! how is everyone right now?? LoL..Im great!!! My skin is so nice and soft now! Me and jamie went yabbying out the res with her uncle rob laura and mark..and just ended up swimming lol..I was trying to swim where i could barely touch and yeah it wasnt working because my shoes were like holding me down! So I floated..It was fun! Laura was screaming because a yabby touched her then it touched me so we were all screaming it was so funny..and I tried to laugh and got so puffed out!! So unfit right now but so over it! bum bum bum..saw hottie down the street today lol! We seriously have some HOTguys here..Sexy!! gorgeous!! lol..me and jamie had macaroni cheese and hash browns for lunch today..Well brunch for me but yeah..The pasta was good but the hashbrowns werent to great!Probably could of had a bit longer in the oven but hey who really cares! Its all food..All ends up in the same place!! I just wanna look at you, I just wanna look at you, I just wanna look at you all day, there aint nothing wrong no, there aint nothing wrong with that! once you seep, once you seep in under my skin, under my skin, theres nothing, theres nothing in this world that could wash you away! lol..sorry songs are in my head!! And playing!! Boredom..So happy but bored..I hope jamie can stay tonight! it will be fun! like always lol..Dont know what I would do if she left!..Probably cry like a bitch..So sadness..but she isnt leaving so its all good!!Welllll ricky came up to me the other night and apoligzed to me and told me the truth about him cheating on me!! Doesnt fix everything but it makes it just a little bit better!! He was on his knees begging me to slap him but I just couldnt because I dont know..Im not mean..lol..bullshit I aint mean..But yeah I cant hurt people when they tell me to..unless they are about to kill me and then I get them and they say go on kill me..Id shoot the f*cker!! Well im gonna go now because im probably already boring you with all my bullshit..
LOVE MEIKE XXX January 28 i hate you..I hate you, I hate how you lie, how you cheat..your an A grade asshole..bullshit it happened before we were going out..how is anybody meant to believe a word you say..Youve put ur best friend in tears because of how much you f*cking lie..dont ever talk to me..I dont want to see your face you dickhead..I new something happened but didnt know when..We have proof this time..You cant just lie your way out of it like you do every other time..why dont you try honesty! nobody even knows who you really are..you say your a boxer and that u went to tokyo..Bull f*cking sh*t..I hate you with all my heart..bye January 27 high voltage!!Weirdness..Everythings changed..Oh well I just have to get used to it again..Different backgrounds..So awesome lol..Fire!!! :D mad koolness..hehehe...
January 26 ner ner darcey she didnt miss u!JAMIES BACK..lol..she b missed me..haha darcey she didnt buy u a shirt or necklace or a little tassie devil thingy majigy..AND SHE didnt send u a post card so ner!! lol...hehHEHEHE..Love meikexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx January 25 This world is yours - Ashley Rice
As you go on in this world
keep looking forward to the future
to all you might be
dont let old mistakes
or misfortunes hold you down:
learn from them, forgive yourself
- or others - and move on.
Do not be bothered
or discouraged by adversity
instead meet it as a challenge.
Be empowered by the courage it takes you
to overcome obstacles. Learn things.
Learn something new every day.
 Be interested in others
and what they might teach you.
but do not look for yourself
in the faces of others.
Do not look for who you are
in other people's approval.
As far as who you are
and who you will becoms goes -
the answer is always within yourself.
Believe in yourself.
Follow your heart and your dreams.
you - like everyone else -
will make mistakes.
but as long as you are true to the strength
within your own heart...you can never go wrong.
hmmI dont know what to say to you because it seems like everything I saw makes u think I hate you..Its like you want me to hate you or something..If I hated you you would know about it..Im more pissed off at you now that I know that, then I was last night..I dont want to hear s.h.i.t like that through other people..If you have something to say tell me..All this crap if just getting childish and its pissing me off..I love you but this is just getting way out of hand..Its like all we do is fight..
 I did enough to show you that I was willing to give andsacraficeand I was the one who was lifting you up when you thought your life had had enough when I get close you turn away, nothing that I can do or say so now I need you to tell me the truth you know I would do that for you January 22 farewell molly!! we is gonna miss you :(Last night was a good night..For me anyways! I had fun!! but I dont want molly to leave!..So sad..hahaha alex should of seen your face last night..he just wouldnt take the hint..lol..Ive done two lessons of jusitsu..fuck you make me laugh..We spent all morning just laughing at you and jess and her funny walk thingy majigy..lol..Ahh I hope all you people had fun at the movie marathon..I bet we had a better time..I did anyway!! even if im paying for it now..i still had fun! people got so many photos..I cant even remember having half of them taken lol..So bummed out..It was hard to get all the permanent texta of me..thankz everybody you know i just had to have the signitures all over me..Sorry if my spellings a little bad..lol..hehe..I dont like people who are dishonest and lie..Just lay it on me..Burr..Im glad its fucking over..I am better of single which is the way i think im going to stay..I had a good time last night and I wouldnt of been able to if we were still together..Well im out of things to write..Love you all..  January 19 YES! I DID IT!!Yay..I finally made glitter text and stuff!! Im so proud of myself :D woohoo!!!! lol..see my custom html..I did that!! All by myself..I used red roses tutorial which helped me so much..Yay..So happy..Smiling from ear to ear..lol..Im so good..lol..
Love always... Ive got a link to her website if you wanna know how to make glitter text and stuff like that..its just here..She helped me heaps!!
 Do you know what it's like - http://spaces.msn.com/members/beautifully-br0kenDo you know what it's like,
To watch your friend stare at the blade of a knife, Thinking the only way out, Is to take her own life... Do you know what it's like, As you see the gleam in the blade, To know your friend doesn't want to live, And that they wish their life would fade... Do you know what it's like, To see the fear in her eyes, To see a loving honest girl, Fill herself with hatred and lies... Do you know what it's like, To listen to your friend say, "you don't care," Even though they know you do, Because if you didn't, you wouldn't be there... Do you know what it's like, To not know what to say, Because you never thought your friend, Would get this bad someday... Do you know what it's like, When all you can do is cry, Because there's nothing you can do, She doesn't acknowledge anything you try... Do you know what it's like, For them to say, "I don't need you," For them to deny your help, Saying they don't need it but they do... Do you know what it's like, To deal with all the pain, Of having this friend, Who thinks there's nothing to gain... Do you know what it's like, To be able to feel their pain inside, Until you can't stand it anymore, You yourself want to run and hide... Do you know what it's like, Knowing it could soon be the end, Knowing anytime without notice, You could lose your closest friend... Do you know what it's like, To go through the trouble, As you search through your friend, Looking through pieces like rubble... Do you know what it's like, To finally find that spot, Where you can help her realize, All that she has not... Do you know what it's like, For her to let you take that knife, And for her to let you help, To make sense of her life... Do you know what it's like, To keep your friend from suicide, To keep your friend from thinking, People wouldn't have cared if she died... Do you know what it's like, To have this friend with you today, Knowing she can count on you to be there, If she needs your help in any way... Do you know what it's like, To change somebody's mind, To be able to help them get back, To the person before who was so sweet and so kind... I know what it's like, It scared the hell out of me, If I hadn't been able to help her though, I don't know where I would be... I almost lost my friends, All of these words are true, So If anyone wants to know if I know what its like, The answer is...
I do
I didnt write this I got it from this chicks space..I dont know if she wrote it either but I'll link her anyway..
January 16 I dont know what to think..The more I think about it the more confusing It gets..The more I worry the bigger headache I get..Will somebody tell me what to do I dont know what to think about this all.. January 14 lol..im so evil..HAHAHAHA lol.........look at my pics on the left..hahahahaha..soo EVIL!!!! mwa hahaha! lol... byebye January 13 Perfect: being entirely without fault or defectPerfect: being entirely without fault or defect; Tell me one person you know who is absolutely perfect, who doesn’t have any flaws. Not one! I bet you can't!! Everybody has flaws, its makes us unique, what sets us apart from each other. Can you imagine living in a world where every living soul was perfect? It would be hell. We'd be like robots. All the same. I personally can't stand the word. I hate it when someone comes back at you in an argument saying "you’re not as perfect as you think you are" or "you think you’re so perfect". I have never ever thought of myself as perfect, I never will. I have been called perfect, I bet lots of people have by crushes, boyfriends/girlfriends, But nobody is. Practice does not make perfect, it just makes you better at what you’re practicing. kool bands and songs!!!!!Doesnt it make you so happy when you find reallly good songs!! YAY WOOHOO!! Im out of my mind at the moment..Its gone for a visit..Somewhere im not sure but its gone! Im happy..I havent had any sleep last night cos I slept all yesterday..HYPO..Im gonna go somewhere today when mum gets of tha phone..EVERYONES LEAVING ME..lol..Im going anywway..lol.. January 12 Let it rain..I would still be asleep right now but the storm woke me up! I wish it would rain, just keep raining for weeks..I wish this drought would break and so everything could go green again..I hate this dull brown colour that we now call grass! LET IT RAIN!!! I love the smell of rain because just for one second it gives me the hope that maybe one day this stupid drought will be over..Ahhhhh rain..Soothing..Calming..Wet..lol..Im just listening to it hittin the roof..I love it..rrrrrraaaaaiiiiiinnn..I hate summer..I hate the heat..Id rather be bundled up in my blankets than having cold showers that arent even cold because its so bloody hot..Ok I can stand 30 degrees but 45!! Somebody finally answered my prays and made it rain..There must be someone up there..Oh well im going to go now!! Love ya! January 10 I DONT CARE WHAT U SAY!~I dont care what all you bitches keep saying about how you hope he fucks me around..Im willing to take that chance..So do me a favour and fuck of and leave me alone! Think what you wanna think but I dont need to hear all your bullshit! You dont go out with him so would you stop being such jealous bitches..
~I do care about you and i do love you..Ive never lied to you!!! NEVER!! I dont know what the fuck your going on about so would you just talk to me!!!!!!! AHHH! You know who you are..
~ Ricky I love you babe your awesome you just need to stop with all the lies..You and Ellie need to work things out before they get way out of hand!!
~Dee everything will be okay!! Trust me..just breathe and express things when you need to dont bottle them up..I love you to
 ~ Hey sam I hope your ear gets better..My eyes fine now!!
ah well now thats done and said im going..
Love Meike xxx January 08 I am backyay im back in cobar..sorry if I dont sound to enthusiastic..COBAR S#CKS~ and its hot..lol..damn I should be cleaning my room but i so cannot be bothered..to messy..thanks to everyone who gave me a pressie..they each mean so much to me  Did you miss me??? lol who would?! I just got back and found out that my principle is now an ex-principle..he gone..bye!! hehe..I dont want to say laugh out loud again because the word or abreviation is getting on me nerves..bum bum I went to the beach when I was away and tried keyword tried to boogey board..but I just ended up doing 360's on the top of huge waves..lol..it was fun..darn I said lol..ooh i said it again..haha..Lots of goss for this little town..Im hearing about everything now...SO BORED..Im gonna call dee tomorrow..And hopefully shes at home..Sam came up last night..yay someobody came online ..its to hot here..I wish we had weather like in eden..HOT..HOT! Ok im going to go to boring..ooh i just got offered a job..dont think sickly..lol..well peace out..love meike xxxDecember 22 toodlesBYE Isnt the background pretty
December 21 .IM so BORED!
Im so fucking bored…Sitting here, holly’s asleep and Daniels sitting just in front of me on the computer…ahh I have nothing to do! Going to go insane soon I swear!!Burrrrrrrrr..........BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED....I hate being alone… It gives me time to think about shit that I shouldn’t!!! I hate being bored to cos I eat then ill get fat! Hahaha im gonna get fat at christmas anyway!!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH I see the look in ur eyes, this situation isn’t getting any better...SO BORED!! No one will come see me so im just sitting here slowly going insane...OMFG save me...I have no life according to somebody...I do have a life but it has been stolen from me...Do you think I chose to sit here and be BORED SHITLESS! Ahh...So alone... |
oh koolie now placebo is on..sucker love is heaven sent you pucker up..something something..every me and every you..lol..oi you dig my ride, my mumma can cook up better than you, your mumma couldnt fit in tha can..lol..sorry I need sleep bt I cant sleep..INSOMNIA..nah I slept all yesterday so I couldnt last night..Ill be like hypo today so watch out..its hot in cobar!! it rained though..it rained down poured down in fact.! hahahahaha well im off toodles poodles LOVE YOU ALL..Even if you dont love me..well not all but lots of peoples..PEACE OUT! 
Its so much kooler there than it is here!! Im so going insane! haha I nearly told my brother it was Wednesday..lol..3 more days till chrismas!! WOOHOO! im hungry! I could never be anorexic..Id get to hungry lol..I 
haha..well try lol..So dont disturb me!! Im disturbed enough
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